May is Mental Health Awareness Month — a time when we’re encouraged to speak up, share our stories, and remind each other that struggling doesn’t mean failing.
I was reading a thread the other night — people with mild learning disabilities sharing what it’s like to move through the world when your brain doesn’t always play by the same rules. Most of them said the same thing: they had to work so much harder just to reach what others consider “normal.”
Not to get ahead. Not to shine. Just to function.
They talked about studying twice as long to pass the same test, scripting conversations to seem confident, needing routines just to hold it together.
And the more I read, the more I realized something quietly painful: I live like that too.
Not because I have a learning disability — but because I live with depression and anxiety. And some days, surviving feels like a full-time job.
When your own mind turns against you, basic tasks can feel like monumental efforts.
Getting out of bed is a battle.
Answering a message feels like standing on stage with a spotlight on your chest.
Going outside? Sometimes it’s unthinkable.
Even something as small as walking to the bathroom can feel like scaling a mountain in your own home.
And the worst part is — nobody sees it. Not really. If you’re good at hiding it (and many of us are), people don’t think anything is wrong. They just assume you’re distant. Or lazy. Or “too sensitive.” They don’t see the sheer effort it takes to appear okay — the exhausting mental gymnastics of just trying to seem normal.
So you try harder. You become high-functioning. You smile through panic attacks. You apologize for canceling plans and promise to do better next time. You work ten times harder just to break even — and even then, it still feels like you're falling behind.
There’s a Greek myth about Icarus. He crafted wings made of feathers and wax, flew into the sky, and ignored the warnings to stay low. The sun melted his wings, and he fell into the sea.
I think about Icarus a lot. People like to use that story to warn against ambition. But I think they miss the point.
Because Icarus flew.
He soared, even if just for a moment. And maybe the real tragedy isn’t that he fell — it’s that the world expects us to stay grounded when all we want is to rise.
Mental health doesn’t follow a straight path. It loops. It spirals. It plateaus and dips and sometimes just stops. You never know if tomorrow will be better or worse. But you keep going anyway — and that’s not weakness. That’s resilience.
So if all you did today was survive — that counts.
If you brushed your teeth — that counts.
If you stayed in bed but kept breathing — that still counts.
And if you’re reading this and thinking, “God, this is me” — then I hope you know you’re not broken. You’re just fighting a battle most people never see.
Mental Health Awareness Month reminds us to talk about these things. But we shouldn’t need a designated month to acknowledge pain — or to offer grace to the people who are still here, still trying, still flying with fragile wings in a world that sometimes feels too heavy to lift off from.
You’re not alone. And if all you did today was keep going — you’ve done more than enough.
If you’re struggling with your mental health, please know that help is out there, and it’s okay to reach for it:
📞 National Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Call or text 988 — free, confidential support 24/7.
📱 Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 to connect with a trained crisis counselor.
🌐 NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness): nami.org/help or call 1-800-950-NAMI (6264).
🧠 Mental Health America: mhanational.org — find screening tools, support resources, and local affiliates.
You matter — and help is closer than you think.
